The unknown Chapter 8
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sky_no_yukiTitle: The unknown Chapter 8
Pairing: Main: Matsumoto Jun/ Sakurai Sho alias Sakumoto; Side: Ninomiya Kazunari/ Toda Erika, Matsumoto Jun/ Aiba Masaki as brothers. Aiba Masaki/ Nishikido Ryo; Ohno Satoshi/ Kamenashi Kazuya
Rating: PG-13 and higher
Warning: none
Beta: Thanks to my dear
little_kirin for beta reading and for your great help with some plot issues :D
Summary: Jun’s life seems perfect. He has a great job, amazing friends and he enjoys every part of his days, till he meets a stranger at a friend’s party. With this day his life starts spinning upside down and he isn’t sure anymore if his life is really that perfect…
Jun didn’t say a word. He sat there, staring at his brother – who actually wasn’t his brother.
Years ago Jun had gotten to know about their real relationship. Their parents had gotten married after they had adopted Aiba, which was the reason Aiba had a different name – he had kept his mother’s maiden name. But there had never been a discussion about Aiba being adopted.
“Why did you never say a word?” Aiba’s voice broke. Jun could feel that it was a major burden hunting for Aiba, but it wasn’t easy for Jun either.
“It didn’t matter to me. It didn’t change anything. You were my brother and you still are, no matter if we are related by blood or not,” Jun said after a while, taking his time to answer Aiba’s question.
“But it did for me,” Aiba sighed.
Jun shifted his chair closer to his brother. He rested his hand on Aiba’s when he realized that his brother was slightly shaking. Aiba’s hands were trembling and they felt sweaty. Aiba had to be really nervous. “You are my brother, Masaki, no matter what.”
Aiba nodded at that, but Jun could see that it wasn’t done just with this statement. “How did you get to know about it, and when?” Aiba wanted to know.
Jun rubbed his face. “The time when you got hospitalized some years ago.”
“After the accident?” Aiba asked.
Jun nodded. “The doctors asked about a blood transfusion. There our parents had to tell me about it, because I immediately wanted to go for it. “
Jun didn’t like thinking back to this time. Aiba had gone home from school and had had a car accident. He had lost a lot of blood on that day and the doctors had needed someone to donate blood. Luckily Aiba had a strong immune system and he had overcome this pretty fast. But nevertheless, he had stayed in hospital for almost half a year. Jun had visited him almost every day after school to tell him about new things in school and new rumours about their friends. Back then Jun hadn’t known if he was getting on Aiba’s nerves with all the things he told him. When Aiba had slept, Jun had sat next to him, reading a book or watching TV on the lowest volume.
“And you never thought of telling me?” Aiba sounded hurt.
“Your recovery time was so long and when you finally got healthy again I didn’t have the courage to tell you about it.” Jun looked at his brother. He had never seen such a strange glance in Aiba’s eyes. It frightened Jun. “Is that the reason our relationship broke some time ago?”
Jun felt his heartbeat rising. Of course he recognized that something had changed between them, but he hadn’t thought think about Aiba knowing the truth. He was glad that Aiba finally knew, because Jun had been hating looking into Aiba’s eyes during the last years, knowing that there was something he had never told his brother. He wanted to tell him a few times, but he couldn’t. Aiba was his family, and there was no reason to destroy this.
Aiba looked at him directly. “Yes,” he said honestly.
Something in Jun clenched. He had already guessed something like that would come as an answer, but it was much harder to hear it, than just imagine it. “What shall we do now? Did you talk with mom and dad?”
“Yes, I talked with them last week.” Aiba said. “I am hurt, Jun,” he added.
“I know, and I am so damn sorry about it,” Jun stroked over Aiba’s head, but the other drew back. “How did you get to know about it?”
Aiba nibbled on his lower lip. Jun could see some tears in Aiba’s eyes and his breath got faster. Now Jun got afraid. He didn’t know Aiba like this.
“I went to hospital two weeks ago, because I hadn’t been feeling well for weeks,” Aiba sighed. “I am sick, Jun.”
Jun froze. The words Aiba said slowly entered his mind. “Sick?” Jun’s voice broke.
“They asked me if there is a chance my family members can donate, and of course I said yes, till mom told me the truth,” Aiba said.
“Donate? God, Masaki, what do you have?” Jun felt the urge to throw up. His world started spinning around and it was like everything got washed away.
“Bone marrow transplantation – I have leukaemia,” Aiba said.
Jun didn’t know what to say – that was far too much in such a short time. He just sat there and he could feel some tears running down his face. He looked at Aiba, who sat next to him, his body trembling madly. Jun just closed the distance and hugged his brother.
They sat there without moving or saying anything. It was like when they were young – they shared a problem and cried together because there was hardly any solution for it now.
~~~
Ohno stood behind his easel. His brush wandered over the paper smoothly. He looked up, scanning Kame’s face properly. The sun shone into Kame’s face. He was definitely pretty, and there was something special in his whole body talk.
Ohno mixed some colours to get the perfect one to resemble Kame’s eye colour almost perfectly. "You have a certain glance in your eyes. It’s strange,” Ohno said.
“Do you want to say that I am strange?” Kame wanted to know.
“No, that’s not what I wanted to say,” Ohno chuckled. “But there is something sparkling in your eyes. Something sad with a certain pain.”
Kame’s smile faded. “You are good at reading other people.”
Ohno put the brush away and took the two glasses of wine from the table. He handed one to Kame and sat next to him. “I guess it’s more experience than really having a talent for it. I drew hundreds of portraits during the last years, I saw so many different expressions and I got to know so many different stories behind these faces, I guess that’s what makes me seeing all these sparkles and different sorts of wrinkles in a human’s face.” Ohno took a sip of his drink. “Is this guy in your pictures the reason why you are so sad?”
“Partly yes,” Kame answered. “But it’s getting better again.”
“Who’s that guy?” Ohno didn’t know if he was allowed to ask, but he didn’t care about it.
“Someone important to me,” Kame just said.
“Is he dead?” Ohno asked directly. Maybe it was a little too harsh to ask that, but Ohno hardly cared about what others thought about him.
“No, he isn’t, and I am really happy about it,” Kame smiled at him.
“And the dog?” Ohno knew that he wouldn’t get another answer to a question concerning the strange man in Kame’s picture, so he changed the topic.
“He was my one and only, but he died last year;” Kame smiled. He pulled a picture of the bulldog out of his wallet.
“He is …. Incredibly big,” Ohno was stunned. The dog sat on the floor and Kame on the couch, but the head of the dog was resting on Kame’s chest.
“Yes, he was,” Kame chuckled. “And I have a new one now.” He pulled out another picture.
Now Ohno had to laugh. It as a pug dog, not really beautiful and he was lying on the floor, his limbs stretched in every direction.
“Beauty isn’t everything, she is beautiful in her very own way,” Kame defended his pet. “She helped me through a lot of things,” he added.
Ohno blinked at him. He wanted to know what was behind Kame’s strange glance, but he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to break through these walls, and he was sure that Kame had a thick and unbreakable wall to defend him from getting hurt.
A/N: Okay, I know I put a lot of drama in it, but I promise that there'll be no character death or something like that! It'll have a good end, I promise that. ^^
And the secrets about Sho will be party released in the next chapter ^^
Pairing: Main: Matsumoto Jun/ Sakurai Sho alias Sakumoto; Side: Ninomiya Kazunari/ Toda Erika, Matsumoto Jun/ Aiba Masaki as brothers. Aiba Masaki/ Nishikido Ryo; Ohno Satoshi/ Kamenashi Kazuya
Rating: PG-13 and higher
Warning: none
Beta: Thanks to my dear
little_kirin for beta reading and for your great help with some plot issues :DSummary: Jun’s life seems perfect. He has a great job, amazing friends and he enjoys every part of his days, till he meets a stranger at a friend’s party. With this day his life starts spinning upside down and he isn’t sure anymore if his life is really that perfect…
Jun didn’t say a word. He sat there, staring at his brother – who actually wasn’t his brother.
Years ago Jun had gotten to know about their real relationship. Their parents had gotten married after they had adopted Aiba, which was the reason Aiba had a different name – he had kept his mother’s maiden name. But there had never been a discussion about Aiba being adopted.
“Why did you never say a word?” Aiba’s voice broke. Jun could feel that it was a major burden hunting for Aiba, but it wasn’t easy for Jun either.
“It didn’t matter to me. It didn’t change anything. You were my brother and you still are, no matter if we are related by blood or not,” Jun said after a while, taking his time to answer Aiba’s question.
“But it did for me,” Aiba sighed.
Jun shifted his chair closer to his brother. He rested his hand on Aiba’s when he realized that his brother was slightly shaking. Aiba’s hands were trembling and they felt sweaty. Aiba had to be really nervous. “You are my brother, Masaki, no matter what.”
Aiba nodded at that, but Jun could see that it wasn’t done just with this statement. “How did you get to know about it, and when?” Aiba wanted to know.
Jun rubbed his face. “The time when you got hospitalized some years ago.”
“After the accident?” Aiba asked.
Jun nodded. “The doctors asked about a blood transfusion. There our parents had to tell me about it, because I immediately wanted to go for it. “
Jun didn’t like thinking back to this time. Aiba had gone home from school and had had a car accident. He had lost a lot of blood on that day and the doctors had needed someone to donate blood. Luckily Aiba had a strong immune system and he had overcome this pretty fast. But nevertheless, he had stayed in hospital for almost half a year. Jun had visited him almost every day after school to tell him about new things in school and new rumours about their friends. Back then Jun hadn’t known if he was getting on Aiba’s nerves with all the things he told him. When Aiba had slept, Jun had sat next to him, reading a book or watching TV on the lowest volume.
“And you never thought of telling me?” Aiba sounded hurt.
“Your recovery time was so long and when you finally got healthy again I didn’t have the courage to tell you about it.” Jun looked at his brother. He had never seen such a strange glance in Aiba’s eyes. It frightened Jun. “Is that the reason our relationship broke some time ago?”
Jun felt his heartbeat rising. Of course he recognized that something had changed between them, but he hadn’t thought think about Aiba knowing the truth. He was glad that Aiba finally knew, because Jun had been hating looking into Aiba’s eyes during the last years, knowing that there was something he had never told his brother. He wanted to tell him a few times, but he couldn’t. Aiba was his family, and there was no reason to destroy this.
Aiba looked at him directly. “Yes,” he said honestly.
Something in Jun clenched. He had already guessed something like that would come as an answer, but it was much harder to hear it, than just imagine it. “What shall we do now? Did you talk with mom and dad?”
“Yes, I talked with them last week.” Aiba said. “I am hurt, Jun,” he added.
“I know, and I am so damn sorry about it,” Jun stroked over Aiba’s head, but the other drew back. “How did you get to know about it?”
Aiba nibbled on his lower lip. Jun could see some tears in Aiba’s eyes and his breath got faster. Now Jun got afraid. He didn’t know Aiba like this.
“I went to hospital two weeks ago, because I hadn’t been feeling well for weeks,” Aiba sighed. “I am sick, Jun.”
Jun froze. The words Aiba said slowly entered his mind. “Sick?” Jun’s voice broke.
“They asked me if there is a chance my family members can donate, and of course I said yes, till mom told me the truth,” Aiba said.
“Donate? God, Masaki, what do you have?” Jun felt the urge to throw up. His world started spinning around and it was like everything got washed away.
“Bone marrow transplantation – I have leukaemia,” Aiba said.
Jun didn’t know what to say – that was far too much in such a short time. He just sat there and he could feel some tears running down his face. He looked at Aiba, who sat next to him, his body trembling madly. Jun just closed the distance and hugged his brother.
They sat there without moving or saying anything. It was like when they were young – they shared a problem and cried together because there was hardly any solution for it now.
~~~
Ohno stood behind his easel. His brush wandered over the paper smoothly. He looked up, scanning Kame’s face properly. The sun shone into Kame’s face. He was definitely pretty, and there was something special in his whole body talk.
Ohno mixed some colours to get the perfect one to resemble Kame’s eye colour almost perfectly. "You have a certain glance in your eyes. It’s strange,” Ohno said.
“Do you want to say that I am strange?” Kame wanted to know.
“No, that’s not what I wanted to say,” Ohno chuckled. “But there is something sparkling in your eyes. Something sad with a certain pain.”
Kame’s smile faded. “You are good at reading other people.”
Ohno put the brush away and took the two glasses of wine from the table. He handed one to Kame and sat next to him. “I guess it’s more experience than really having a talent for it. I drew hundreds of portraits during the last years, I saw so many different expressions and I got to know so many different stories behind these faces, I guess that’s what makes me seeing all these sparkles and different sorts of wrinkles in a human’s face.” Ohno took a sip of his drink. “Is this guy in your pictures the reason why you are so sad?”
“Partly yes,” Kame answered. “But it’s getting better again.”
“Who’s that guy?” Ohno didn’t know if he was allowed to ask, but he didn’t care about it.
“Someone important to me,” Kame just said.
“Is he dead?” Ohno asked directly. Maybe it was a little too harsh to ask that, but Ohno hardly cared about what others thought about him.
“No, he isn’t, and I am really happy about it,” Kame smiled at him.
“And the dog?” Ohno knew that he wouldn’t get another answer to a question concerning the strange man in Kame’s picture, so he changed the topic.
“He was my one and only, but he died last year;” Kame smiled. He pulled a picture of the bulldog out of his wallet.
“He is …. Incredibly big,” Ohno was stunned. The dog sat on the floor and Kame on the couch, but the head of the dog was resting on Kame’s chest.
“Yes, he was,” Kame chuckled. “And I have a new one now.” He pulled out another picture.
Now Ohno had to laugh. It as a pug dog, not really beautiful and he was lying on the floor, his limbs stretched in every direction.
“Beauty isn’t everything, she is beautiful in her very own way,” Kame defended his pet. “She helped me through a lot of things,” he added.
Ohno blinked at him. He wanted to know what was behind Kame’s strange glance, but he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to break through these walls, and he was sure that Kame had a thick and unbreakable wall to defend him from getting hurt.
A/N: Okay, I know I put a lot of drama in it, but I promise that there'll be no character death or something like that! It'll have a good end, I promise that. ^^
And the secrets about Sho will be party released in the next chapter ^^
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Date: 2016-06-12 09:29 am (UTC)He really needs Jun right now. I hope he stops pushing him away.
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Date: 2016-06-18 08:53 am (UTC)THanks for reading and commenting dear <3
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Date: 2016-06-12 10:52 am (UTC)I hope this vacation really helped them to finally talk it out and get closer again because no matter what, they are brothers <3
Now I'm really really curious though WHO SHO IS!? Is he Aiba's doctor or is he someone from the past? Maybe he is related to Aiba as Aiba is adopted and... But then it's Sakumoto, so there has to be feelings between Sho and Jun, so maybe he is in one way related to the whole family and knows them?
Kame has also a sad past? :-( Love Ohno though <3
Thanks so much fort his update <3
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Date: 2016-06-18 08:53 am (UTC)They'll make their way, but you'll see ^^
Yes, the story about Sho....I am glad that I already know what will happen :P
Yes, Kame is also involved in some drama *lol*
Thanks sooo much for reading and commenting dear <3