The first dance (One Shot, Juntoshi)

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Title: The first dance
Pairing: Juntoshi
Rating: NC-17
Warning: well, smut ;)
Summary: When Jun meets Ohno for the first time he knows that he is the one he wants, and soon later he also knows that he wants his first time with him....
Note: written for lilly0 's wish meme, and a little Jun-pon birthday story ;)


Jun wandered up and down in his living room. He had no idea why he was so nervous about his date on that night. Some weeks ago he had been out together with his friend Masaki, who had been really love-sick at that time. Jun wasn’t all over excited to go out at night, but his friend looked so miserable, that he decided to accompany him.

After a few minutes in this club, Masaki had already found a guy with whom he was chatting happily. Right in the moment Jun wanted to leave the club, he had seen that this guy had a friend with him, and he had sat next to Masaki and his new ‘object of love’.

“Hey,” Jun had said. “I am Jun. I am here with … him.” He pointed at Masaki.

“Nice to meet you.” The guy bowed. “I am Satoshi. I am with Nino here.” He pointed at the guy next to Masaki. “But it seems he forgot about me,” Satoshi chuckled.

“Yeah, I know what you mean …” Jun threw a sheepish grin at Masaki, who looked up for a minute before he turned his interest back to this Nino-guy.

They started talking and soon Jun didn’t even look at his clock anymore. He had been at home around 3am, which was unusual for Jun. He liked it to stay at home with a nice cup of tea and a good romantic movie. He had been grumpy on the next day, because he slept far too less and when Masaki visited him around 10am with a cup of coffee and some muffins. Jun was about to kill him, but in the end coffee had been much better than killing his friend. “You seemed to like Satoshi, you even walked home with him. Will you meet him again, Jun-pon?” Masaki had asked.

Jun hadn’t known it. Would he call Satoshi? He had gotten his phone number, but Jun had been afraid to meet him again. “I don’t know. He was nice, but I am not sure …” Jun had answered.

“Oh come on,” Masaki had whined. “Call him, or message him. I am sure that he is interested in you. And you really deserve a relationship, Jun.”

And Jun had done it. He had called Satoshi and soon they had started meeting regularly. Some weeks ago they had shared their first kiss, and soon later they had made out in Ohno’s apartment, but they had never made the last step, but tonight it would happen. Tonight Jun would sleep with Ohno.

“Hey,” Jun said nervously when Ohno entered his apartment. God, Jun hoped that Ohno wouldn’t recognize his nervousness immediately, but his smile revealed that Ohno did see Jun’s insecurity.

“Hey,” Ohno stepped closer and placed a kiss on Jun’s lips. Okay, that was nothing to freak out, they had often kissed during the last week. It was nothing new, Jun tried telling himself, but it didn’t help him relaxing much.

“You seem so tensed, Jun.” Ohno rubbed Jun’s back. “Is everything okay?”

Jun nodded. “Yes, I am okay.” Jun breathed in deeply. “Satoshi, I think we could maybe bring your relationship on the next stage?”

“You mean …?” Ohno started.

Jun nodded slowly, biting his lips nervously. He really behaved like a ten year old, damn he was an adult after all, and there was no need to be nervous. He trusted Ohno, and he knew that it was the perfect time to do it with the other. Gosh, now he was getting cheesy, but at least only in his mind.

“Jun?” Ohno asked.

“Oh, sorry. Yes, I think I am ready for … it,” Jun said.

Jun could see Ohno gulping. Was he also nervous about it? But Jun knew that Ohno was already much more experienced that he had been. Jun had been with women during the last years, but he had never cared much about gender. He had always said that he fell in love with a person and not with a man or a woman, but till now it had always been women who caught his attention.

“Okay,” Ohno said.

“Okay?” Jun grinned. “That’s everything you have to say? And you look really pale, Oh-chan?”

Ohno shook his head. He stepped closer to Jun to place a kiss on his lips. “I am sorry. It’s just that I am a little bit astonished and … nervous.”

“Great, you aren’t allowed to be nervous now, because you need to calm me down.” Jun poked Ohno’s side.

Jun smiled at Ohno, who really seemed nervous. He hadn't seen him like this before, and he started wondering why he acted like this.

"I fear to hurt you," Ohno suddenly explained. So that was the reason.

Jun had done some research beforehand, and he knew that it might become a little painful, but he didn't care about it. He knew what he wanted, and that he wanted Ohno to be the one doing it. "I'll be alright."

Ohno looked at him and nodded slowly. "But you tell me, when you want me to stop."

"Sure." Jun brushed Ohno's cheek and leaned forward to kiss him. He didn't want to discuss this any further, because it might make them just more nervous, and Jun really wanted to do it right now.

After a long kiss he smiled at Ohno. "How about moving to bed?"

"Sounds good." Ohno took Jun's hand and they stood up to get to Jun's bedroom.

Jun's heart was beating fast, and he had the feeling that it pounded so hard against his chest that it might jump out of his body at one point. He sat at the border of the bed, Ohno standing in front of him.

He could feel Ohno's hands on his face, stroking his cheeks softly. Ohno reached down to pull Jun's shirt over his head. He pushed Jun down on the bed till he lay on his back and Ohno started kissing down his neck and collarbone. Ohno's hands stroked Jun's chest and stomach and he arched his back when he felt Ohno's hand on his crotch, rubbing there.

Jun let out a soft moan. He wrapped his hands around Ohno's neck, pulling him closer to him. "Please touch me," Jun whispered.

Ohno sat up and pulled his own shirt over his head. He stood up to get rid of his pants and stepped onto the bed with only his underwear left. He wasn't all over trained, but Jun loved Ohno's body. He wanted to touch him, to explore every inch of it.

Jun sat up and leaned forward to kiss Ohno while he let his hands wander down Ohno's back and waist. His skin was soft and Jun could get addicted to it.

He felt Ohno's hand on his hips and soon they sneaked down Jun's pants again, opening the zipper. Jun raised his hips when Ohno pulled down Jun's pants. He threw the cloth on the ground and leaned down to kiss Jun's chest and stomach, his hand back on Jun's crotch, rubbing him again. This time it felt much more intense because there wasn't hardly any disturbing clothing in the way anymore.

Jun closed his eyes and bit on his lips when he felt Ohno's tongue circling around his nipples, teasing him softly.

When the touch stopped Jun opened his eyes seeing Ohno right above him. Ohno stroked his finger over Jun's lips. "Don't hold back. I want to hear you."

Jun nodded at him and let himself being pulled in another kiss. He winced a little when Ohno pulled down his boxers, to stroke his already hard cock for real now. The cool air on his erection let goosebumps appear on Jun's skin and Ohno slow strokes made him feel like fainting.

Ohno's lips where all over his body, kissing him, nibbling on his skin here and there, teasing him.

Jun let his hand brush through Ohno's hair and he guided him lower down his body, but Ohno avoided it touching his throbbing erection with his mouth. He chuckled, looking up at Jun. "Impatient?"

Jun pricked out his tongue and smiled before he attacked Ohno and pulled him down on the bed. He bent down, touching Ohno's chest and he slowly started kissing down his body, like Ohno had done it before.

Jun let his hand wander over Ohno's boxers. He felt a little nervous, but when he saw Ohno's breath fasten and his eyes were closed he knew he did right. He pulled the boxers down and wrapped his hand around Ohno's length. Ohno's moans got louder and there were small drops of sweat on his forehead.

Jun licked his lips. He thought about asking what to do, but he decided to just do what he wanted to do.

He bent down and slowly licked over Ohno's cock. The other arched his back and his eyes shot open. "Jun."

Jun smiled. He licked over it again before he slowly took the tip into his mouth and started sucking him. Ohno moaned out loud, his hands grasped for Jun's head. He slowly guided him up and down his length, but he didn't force Jun to take more than he was able to. It more felt like Ohno wanted to support him. "God, stop it," Ohno said after a while.

Jun looked up. "Did I do something wrong?" He got nervous, but when he saw Ohno smiling at him, his heart beat slowed down.

"No, you did way too perfect. And I don't want to come now." Ohno made him lying down on the bed again. He looked around and took the lube Jun had placed there earlier.

He stroked Jun's thighs and made them spread apart a little wider. "Try to relax, okay?" Ohno said.

Jun nodded. He could feel Ohno's wet finger around his hole, circling it there. His breath fastened and when he felt the digit entering him, he shortly yelled out. It indeed hurt. He saw Ohno's worried expression, but even though it hurt, Jun didn't want the other to stop.

He grasped for Ohno's other hand and made him leaning forward. Jun placed his lips on Ohno's and started kissing him. It didn't distract him much, but it was better than only concentrating on the pain.

He could feel Ohno's finger started slowly moving in him. Jun pressed his eyes together and he could feel a teardrop on his cheek. "Shall I stop?" Ohno asked.

"No," Jun immediately said. He looked at Ohno who really seemed to worry about Jun.

But finally he nodded. "Okay." Jun wanted to kiss him again, but Ohno moved down Jun's chest and belly where he left butterfly kisses till he reached his dick. Jun moaned when Ohno stroked him faster now. The finger in him moved slowly, but the pain was still there, till Ohno wrapped his mouth around Jun's cock, sucking him greedily. Jun moaned out and suddenly the pain was forgotten. He just concentrated on the warm feeling around his dick, on the tongue licking the slit of his length teasingly.

When Ohno released Jun's length from his mouth Jun felt three fingers moving in him. He had totally forgotten about them. It still felt strange to have them in him, but the pain was almost gone.

And then Ohno made a new move with his fingers and Jun felt like seeing stars. "Oh my god." He arched his back. "Please, do this again."

And Ohno did. He rubbed this certain point in Jun over and over again before he pulled his fingers out. Jun felt empty and he looked at Ohno when he wanted to complain about it.

Ohno knelt between his legs, unwrapping the condom package and placing the item around his dick. Jun gulped. He really would do it now. He was about to sleep with Ohno. Something in his belly jumped in joy. Yes, he definitely wanted this.

Ohno leaned forward and soon Jun could feel Ohno's cock entering him step by step. There was the pain again, but it wasn't as bad as he had imagined it. When Ohno was completely in him, he stilled.

Jun tried to breath in and out slowly. After a few moments he nodded. "You can move."

Ohno smiled at him and placed kisses all over Jun's face till his lips found Jun's and they started kissing heatedly. Jun felt Ohno thrusting into him slowly. His moves were controlled and he looked at Jun all the way through. Jun was sure that Ohno would stop right in the moment Jun was in pain. But he wasn't. To feel Ohno inside him was just great.

Jun wrapped his legs around Ohno's waist and yelled out when the angle changed. "There. There."

Ohno smiled at him and tried hitting this spot with each thrust. Jun could feel the small electric impulses all over his body. He felt like exploding and his whole body was overall sensitive. He curled his toes and clenched around Ohno's cock when the knot in his belly grew bigger.

Ohno let out a moan and took a hold of Jun's waist. He seemed to recognize that Jun was close - so damn close. Ohno smiled at him and started jerking him off in rhythm with his thrust.

Jun didn't need long to forget everything around him and he came with a last moan.

He could still feel Ohno's hand on his dick, helping him through his orgasm till Jun could feel a last hard thrust and Ohno came. He lay forward his head pressed against Jun's.

Jun smiled. That was way better than he had imagined it. "Shower and then cuddling?"

Ohno smiled at him. He stroked Jun's cheek and placed a soft kiss on Jun's lips. "I love you."

Jun blushed. They had never said the three golden words before, and somehow it made him feel embarrassed, but when he saw Ohno's eyes he knew what he had to say. "I love you too."