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Behind the waves - Chapter 6
Title: Behind the waves
Pairing: Aiba Masaki/ Sakurai Sho; Matsumoto Jun/ Ohno Satoshi;
Rating: PG-13 (R for this one)
Warning: none
Summary: Aiba has a special ability – he can see shadows surrounding people who can’t get rid of their past and what had happened to them and the people they once loved. As psychologist it’s Aiba’s duty to help them getting rid of their bad experiences (and their shadows) to start a new life.
„You look horrible.“ Nino walked into Aiba’s house.
“Welcome to you too,” Aiba grumbled. He went to bed after Sho had left and he woke up when he had heard Nino knocking on his door.
Aiba lay down on the sun lounger he had on his terrace.
“You had Ohno and Sho here today, right?” Nino handed Aiba a bottle of beer. “Drink something, you need some power.”
Aiba took a sip of the cold liquid. He had the feeling that the beer rushed through his veins and relived his tired and almost numb nerves. “Yes, they were both here today.” Aiba sighed.
Nino sat on the second lounger. “I already told you that you should watch out. You shouldn’t overstrain yourself.”
Aiba smiled. “I didn’t expect to so strong shadows. Do you have any idea who the shadows are?”
Nino shook his head. “I just know that Sho came back to the island some time ago. Je was under medical treatment, but because I know him I wasn’t allowed to treat him,” Nino explained. “And Satoshi…” Nino sighed. Aiba had the feeling that Nino fought about telling him what he knew about the other. “He had an accident on the island.”
“Yes, I already guessed something like that.” Aiba nodded.
“I am not allowed to talk about it, Masaki, bust just so far: it’s a great luck that Satoshi survived that accident, but sometimes I have the feeling he wanted to die there,” Nino said.
“He’s really sad, and his soul is like on fire.” Aiba drank his beer. “And on the other side is Jun. He had such a strong will to help Ohno. That’s amazing.”
Nino agreed. “Yes, he’s probably the reason why Ohno is still alive.”
“So, but now we have our super-calm-buddy-weekend, and we stop talking about work now.” Nino clapped. He placed the bags with the drinks on the table.
“I bought some fish and meat,” Aiba said. “And we have enough to drink.” He peeked into Nino’s bag. He pulled out some games and videos.
“You really need to take care of you, Masaki.” Nino looked really worried and Aiba hated it to see his friend like this. He didn’t want to burden anyone.
“I will, I promise,” Aiba said. “How about playing some games now?” He waved with Mario Kart and Nino was immediately totally in for that.
~~~
Aiba could feel his eyes getting tired. They had played various rounds Mario Kart, Mario Smash Brothers and any kind of stupid car racing game Nino had brought along. “I think it’s time for bed now.” Aiba yawned. He wasn’t exactly tired, but he hoped Nino would understand what he wanted to tell him.
“Does Haro sleep in your bedroom?” Nino asked.
Aiba looked at his dog. She lay in her basket and just looked up when she heard her name. “No, she stays here in her bed – at least most of the time. Sometimes she doesn’t.”
Nino grinned at Aiba and Aiba knew what it meant. “Oh,” Aiba nibbled on his lower lip.
He and Nino had this special contract since they were at college together. They shared a friends-with-benefits-friendship next to their normal friendship.
Aiba had never thought that it would work out without falling or each other. He had waited for the moment till one of them realized that there was more between them, but this moment never came. When Aiba had broken the friends-with-benefits thing for the first time, because he had fallen in love with someone it had been absolutely no problem. They had changed their relationship into a normal friendship without feeling any loss or bad or something else. And when Aiba had broken up again, they had started it again, and when Nino had found someone they stopped it again, and so on. But Aiba knew that this was something special, something not everyone could share with another person, and he and Nino had the great luck to meet each other and to find out that this worked for the both of them perfectly.
Aiba stood up to give Haro a treat before he pulled Nino up to rush with him to his bedroom.
~~~
Aiba pressed Nino down on the mattress, moving in him frantically. He could hear Nino’s pants together with some loud moans escaping Nino’s mouth. Aiba angled to change their position till he heard Nino crying out. He smiled and leaned down, kissing Nino’s slightly parted lips.
Aiba’s moves fastened up when he felt the well-known knot in his belly ready to explode. He moved against Nino’s hips with hard thrusts, digging his nails into Nino’s waist, but Nino didn’t seem to care about it. He moved his body against Aiba’s to get more of the friction.
Nino looked up at him. “Please,” he pressed out.
Aiba roamed his hand over Nino’s belly before he stroked Nino’s cock lazily. He slowed his thrusts, enjoying some whines from Nino, before he sped up again, hitting Nino’s spot with every thrust. His hand moved in rhythm with his thrusts now, and it didn’t take them long to come almost together.
Aiba rode out his orgasm moving against Nino, who breathed out deeply and sank tiredly onto the bed. Aiba pulled out and lay next to Nino, both panting heavily. “You know, that’s always really calming,” Aiba chuckled.
“Absolutely.” Nino grinned at him.
Aiba took a long shower before he climbed back to his bed, waiting for Nino to return. “Good night,” he murmured when he felt Nino lying down.
“Yeah, good night, Masa-chan,” Nino said.
~~~
Aiba was already deep asleep when he woke up because Nino shifted nervously next to him. “Is everything okay?” Aiba asked. He looked at the clock. It was half past 3am – Saturday morning.
Nino turned to the side. Aiba had thought right, Nino was awake. He looked at Aiba directly. “Yes, but sometimes it’s still hunting me.”
Nino’s face looked pale. He looked tired. It was one of the few moments Nino showed his real feelings. He was all in all okay again, but sometimes his dark past feelings caught him. “It’s exactly ten years now, right?” Aiba asked.
Nino sat up to lean against the backrest. “Yes.”
“Do you want to talk about it?” Aiba sat towards Nino. He looked at his friend, who nibbled on his lower lip nervously.
“Shit,” Nino cursed. He stroked over his cheek to brush away his tears. “I wanted to forget this whole fucking shit.”
Aiba felt his belly twitching – of course this was years ago, and it wasn’t as bad as it had been back then, but Aiba never wanted to see his friend suffering again, not because of this damn shadow. Aiba wasn’t sure if anyone else knew Nino in the condition he was right now, or if it was just Aiba Nino trusted that much, but Aiba cherished this thing between them, because in the end Aiba could always count on Nino’s help, no matter which daytime it was.
Aiba wrapped his arms around Nino’s neck to pull him closer. He could feel Nino clinging on him, sobbing into Aiba’s neck. This was totally not Nino-like. “It’s okay now, Nin-chan.” Aiba called him like this when he wanted to calm him down.
Nino looked up. “I can’t forget about it.”
“You shouldn’t forget it, Nin-chan, you should accept it. You can’t change your past. It’s what had turned you into the person you are today,” Aiba said.
Nino hiccupped. “Now you sound like a psychologist.”
Aiba shrugged. “Well, I am a psychologist, even in my free time.”
“How can I live with this? I don’t know how to accept it,” Nino sounded desperate. Aiba could see the dark sparkle in Nino’s eyes. “It burdens me, Masaki. I have the feeling of being ripped in parts.”
Aiba felt bad. He wanted to help his friend so badly, but sadly it weren’t wounds a doctor could heal with just a dressing and a Band-Aid. “What pictured do you have in your mind?” Aiba asked.
Nino closed his eyes. He pulled on the blanket, his breath was a little faster than usually. He didn’t say a word like he was thinking about what to say.
“Lie down, Nin-chan, and make yourself as comfortable as possible.” Aiba pulled on the blanket till Nino lay completely underneath it. He patted Nino’s head like he had always done when they were children.
“There is this long corridor. It’s the school’s corridor. It’s … it’s …” Nino’s voice broke.
Aiba sighed. Now he could feel the pain in him rising. It was the time even Aiba had always tried to forget. “It’s the place I found you.”
Nino nodded. “I sit there and you shake me. You shout at me, but I am not moving.”
Aiba breathed out. Even though he had suggested Nino to live with this memory, it was something even he wanted to erase from his memory. “You kneel next to me, telling me that I need to let go off.” Nino was now trembling. Aiba felt the Goosebumps on his skin. “You yell with the shadow to let me go. I can’t see the shadow, I look around, but I don’t see him.”
“What do you feel in the moment?” Aiba asked.
Nino thought some time before he turned his head to look up at Aiba with tear-filled eyes. “Sad, angry, frustrated, exhausted, all together.”
“What happens next?” Aiba already knew it, but he wanted Nino to speak it out loud, no matter how hard it was for him (and also for Aiba).
“You press your scarf around my bloody wrist. And then you lean closer. You whisper that everything will be alright and that you’ll always stay my friend,” Nino said. “You asked me if I think that it’s my fault that Shiro died.”
Aiba froze. He didn’t want to hear that name again. It was the one who almost ruined his best friend. The one who almost let Nino commit suicide. “Do you think it was your fault?”
Nino smiled sadly. “He was obsessed with me. When he was still alive he locked me after school. I wasn’t allowed to talk to anyone except him, even when he was with me. My real thought back than was that I am happy that he was gone. I was so happy that he had died. And that burdened me. I was happy about someone else’s death.”
“You felt like you were a bad person because of that?” They had had this conversation for at least hundred times, but Aiba would listen to Nino if it take another ten thousand times.
Nino nodded. “I can remember that I spoke out loud that I am so happy that he’s gone and that I feel bad about it, but I don’t change my mind.”
Aiba remembered like it had been yesterday. “He dissolved after you said this.”
“I know. I felt like I got a part of myself back. But I still feel guilty from time to time.” Nino looked down. “Not only because of my feelings towards his death, but also because of you and my family.”
“Me?” Aiba stunned. Even though he knew this story in every detail, Nino never said something like this before.
“I tried to end my life, Ma-chan, and I still remember your shocked expression when I saw you there, kneeling in front of me. You told the shadow three times to disappear. You yelled at him like madly and you had tears in your eyes. You never talked with shadows, it was one of your principles, but you broke it because of me,” Nino said.
“And in the end he did.” Aiba brushed Nino’s cheek. “But you really don’t need to feel bad, Nin-chan, you had a hard time and of course I was there for you. I always will be.”
“I know,” Nino smiled. “And I am really thankful to have a friend like you.” Aiba could feel a burning pain behind his eyes. Nino pulled one eyebrow up. “Don’t you dare to start crying now.”
“It’s so not you to say such words. It touched me.” A warm wave rushed through Aiba’s body. It was nice to hear that Nino cherished their friendship, even though there had never been a doubt that he did.
“I just want to get rid of everything bad in my life, but it’s a step by step thing.” Nino smiled.
“You’ll make it,” Aiba said.
A/N: So this is the first part of the Aimiya weekend ;) No one of you got the right answer :P What do you think about the Aimiya relationship? And about Nino's past?
I know this chapter was only about Aimiya and their story, but I wanted to work out their past, in the next chapters will be more of Sakuraiba // Juntoshi and Nino again I promise :)
Pairing: Aiba Masaki/ Sakurai Sho; Matsumoto Jun/ Ohno Satoshi;
Rating: PG-13 (R for this one)
Warning: none
Summary: Aiba has a special ability – he can see shadows surrounding people who can’t get rid of their past and what had happened to them and the people they once loved. As psychologist it’s Aiba’s duty to help them getting rid of their bad experiences (and their shadows) to start a new life.
„You look horrible.“ Nino walked into Aiba’s house.
“Welcome to you too,” Aiba grumbled. He went to bed after Sho had left and he woke up when he had heard Nino knocking on his door.
Aiba lay down on the sun lounger he had on his terrace.
“You had Ohno and Sho here today, right?” Nino handed Aiba a bottle of beer. “Drink something, you need some power.”
Aiba took a sip of the cold liquid. He had the feeling that the beer rushed through his veins and relived his tired and almost numb nerves. “Yes, they were both here today.” Aiba sighed.
Nino sat on the second lounger. “I already told you that you should watch out. You shouldn’t overstrain yourself.”
Aiba smiled. “I didn’t expect to so strong shadows. Do you have any idea who the shadows are?”
Nino shook his head. “I just know that Sho came back to the island some time ago. Je was under medical treatment, but because I know him I wasn’t allowed to treat him,” Nino explained. “And Satoshi…” Nino sighed. Aiba had the feeling that Nino fought about telling him what he knew about the other. “He had an accident on the island.”
“Yes, I already guessed something like that.” Aiba nodded.
“I am not allowed to talk about it, Masaki, bust just so far: it’s a great luck that Satoshi survived that accident, but sometimes I have the feeling he wanted to die there,” Nino said.
“He’s really sad, and his soul is like on fire.” Aiba drank his beer. “And on the other side is Jun. He had such a strong will to help Ohno. That’s amazing.”
Nino agreed. “Yes, he’s probably the reason why Ohno is still alive.”
“So, but now we have our super-calm-buddy-weekend, and we stop talking about work now.” Nino clapped. He placed the bags with the drinks on the table.
“I bought some fish and meat,” Aiba said. “And we have enough to drink.” He peeked into Nino’s bag. He pulled out some games and videos.
“You really need to take care of you, Masaki.” Nino looked really worried and Aiba hated it to see his friend like this. He didn’t want to burden anyone.
“I will, I promise,” Aiba said. “How about playing some games now?” He waved with Mario Kart and Nino was immediately totally in for that.
~~~
Aiba could feel his eyes getting tired. They had played various rounds Mario Kart, Mario Smash Brothers and any kind of stupid car racing game Nino had brought along. “I think it’s time for bed now.” Aiba yawned. He wasn’t exactly tired, but he hoped Nino would understand what he wanted to tell him.
“Does Haro sleep in your bedroom?” Nino asked.
Aiba looked at his dog. She lay in her basket and just looked up when she heard her name. “No, she stays here in her bed – at least most of the time. Sometimes she doesn’t.”
Nino grinned at Aiba and Aiba knew what it meant. “Oh,” Aiba nibbled on his lower lip.
He and Nino had this special contract since they were at college together. They shared a friends-with-benefits-friendship next to their normal friendship.
Aiba had never thought that it would work out without falling or each other. He had waited for the moment till one of them realized that there was more between them, but this moment never came. When Aiba had broken the friends-with-benefits thing for the first time, because he had fallen in love with someone it had been absolutely no problem. They had changed their relationship into a normal friendship without feeling any loss or bad or something else. And when Aiba had broken up again, they had started it again, and when Nino had found someone they stopped it again, and so on. But Aiba knew that this was something special, something not everyone could share with another person, and he and Nino had the great luck to meet each other and to find out that this worked for the both of them perfectly.
Aiba stood up to give Haro a treat before he pulled Nino up to rush with him to his bedroom.
~~~
Aiba pressed Nino down on the mattress, moving in him frantically. He could hear Nino’s pants together with some loud moans escaping Nino’s mouth. Aiba angled to change their position till he heard Nino crying out. He smiled and leaned down, kissing Nino’s slightly parted lips.
Aiba’s moves fastened up when he felt the well-known knot in his belly ready to explode. He moved against Nino’s hips with hard thrusts, digging his nails into Nino’s waist, but Nino didn’t seem to care about it. He moved his body against Aiba’s to get more of the friction.
Nino looked up at him. “Please,” he pressed out.
Aiba roamed his hand over Nino’s belly before he stroked Nino’s cock lazily. He slowed his thrusts, enjoying some whines from Nino, before he sped up again, hitting Nino’s spot with every thrust. His hand moved in rhythm with his thrusts now, and it didn’t take them long to come almost together.
Aiba rode out his orgasm moving against Nino, who breathed out deeply and sank tiredly onto the bed. Aiba pulled out and lay next to Nino, both panting heavily. “You know, that’s always really calming,” Aiba chuckled.
“Absolutely.” Nino grinned at him.
Aiba took a long shower before he climbed back to his bed, waiting for Nino to return. “Good night,” he murmured when he felt Nino lying down.
“Yeah, good night, Masa-chan,” Nino said.
~~~
Aiba was already deep asleep when he woke up because Nino shifted nervously next to him. “Is everything okay?” Aiba asked. He looked at the clock. It was half past 3am – Saturday morning.
Nino turned to the side. Aiba had thought right, Nino was awake. He looked at Aiba directly. “Yes, but sometimes it’s still hunting me.”
Nino’s face looked pale. He looked tired. It was one of the few moments Nino showed his real feelings. He was all in all okay again, but sometimes his dark past feelings caught him. “It’s exactly ten years now, right?” Aiba asked.
Nino sat up to lean against the backrest. “Yes.”
“Do you want to talk about it?” Aiba sat towards Nino. He looked at his friend, who nibbled on his lower lip nervously.
“Shit,” Nino cursed. He stroked over his cheek to brush away his tears. “I wanted to forget this whole fucking shit.”
Aiba felt his belly twitching – of course this was years ago, and it wasn’t as bad as it had been back then, but Aiba never wanted to see his friend suffering again, not because of this damn shadow. Aiba wasn’t sure if anyone else knew Nino in the condition he was right now, or if it was just Aiba Nino trusted that much, but Aiba cherished this thing between them, because in the end Aiba could always count on Nino’s help, no matter which daytime it was.
Aiba wrapped his arms around Nino’s neck to pull him closer. He could feel Nino clinging on him, sobbing into Aiba’s neck. This was totally not Nino-like. “It’s okay now, Nin-chan.” Aiba called him like this when he wanted to calm him down.
Nino looked up. “I can’t forget about it.”
“You shouldn’t forget it, Nin-chan, you should accept it. You can’t change your past. It’s what had turned you into the person you are today,” Aiba said.
Nino hiccupped. “Now you sound like a psychologist.”
Aiba shrugged. “Well, I am a psychologist, even in my free time.”
“How can I live with this? I don’t know how to accept it,” Nino sounded desperate. Aiba could see the dark sparkle in Nino’s eyes. “It burdens me, Masaki. I have the feeling of being ripped in parts.”
Aiba felt bad. He wanted to help his friend so badly, but sadly it weren’t wounds a doctor could heal with just a dressing and a Band-Aid. “What pictured do you have in your mind?” Aiba asked.
Nino closed his eyes. He pulled on the blanket, his breath was a little faster than usually. He didn’t say a word like he was thinking about what to say.
“Lie down, Nin-chan, and make yourself as comfortable as possible.” Aiba pulled on the blanket till Nino lay completely underneath it. He patted Nino’s head like he had always done when they were children.
“There is this long corridor. It’s the school’s corridor. It’s … it’s …” Nino’s voice broke.
Aiba sighed. Now he could feel the pain in him rising. It was the time even Aiba had always tried to forget. “It’s the place I found you.”
Nino nodded. “I sit there and you shake me. You shout at me, but I am not moving.”
Aiba breathed out. Even though he had suggested Nino to live with this memory, it was something even he wanted to erase from his memory. “You kneel next to me, telling me that I need to let go off.” Nino was now trembling. Aiba felt the Goosebumps on his skin. “You yell with the shadow to let me go. I can’t see the shadow, I look around, but I don’t see him.”
“What do you feel in the moment?” Aiba asked.
Nino thought some time before he turned his head to look up at Aiba with tear-filled eyes. “Sad, angry, frustrated, exhausted, all together.”
“What happens next?” Aiba already knew it, but he wanted Nino to speak it out loud, no matter how hard it was for him (and also for Aiba).
“You press your scarf around my bloody wrist. And then you lean closer. You whisper that everything will be alright and that you’ll always stay my friend,” Nino said. “You asked me if I think that it’s my fault that Shiro died.”
Aiba froze. He didn’t want to hear that name again. It was the one who almost ruined his best friend. The one who almost let Nino commit suicide. “Do you think it was your fault?”
Nino smiled sadly. “He was obsessed with me. When he was still alive he locked me after school. I wasn’t allowed to talk to anyone except him, even when he was with me. My real thought back than was that I am happy that he was gone. I was so happy that he had died. And that burdened me. I was happy about someone else’s death.”
“You felt like you were a bad person because of that?” They had had this conversation for at least hundred times, but Aiba would listen to Nino if it take another ten thousand times.
Nino nodded. “I can remember that I spoke out loud that I am so happy that he’s gone and that I feel bad about it, but I don’t change my mind.”
Aiba remembered like it had been yesterday. “He dissolved after you said this.”
“I know. I felt like I got a part of myself back. But I still feel guilty from time to time.” Nino looked down. “Not only because of my feelings towards his death, but also because of you and my family.”
“Me?” Aiba stunned. Even though he knew this story in every detail, Nino never said something like this before.
“I tried to end my life, Ma-chan, and I still remember your shocked expression when I saw you there, kneeling in front of me. You told the shadow three times to disappear. You yelled at him like madly and you had tears in your eyes. You never talked with shadows, it was one of your principles, but you broke it because of me,” Nino said.
“And in the end he did.” Aiba brushed Nino’s cheek. “But you really don’t need to feel bad, Nin-chan, you had a hard time and of course I was there for you. I always will be.”
“I know,” Nino smiled. “And I am really thankful to have a friend like you.” Aiba could feel a burning pain behind his eyes. Nino pulled one eyebrow up. “Don’t you dare to start crying now.”
“It’s so not you to say such words. It touched me.” A warm wave rushed through Aiba’s body. It was nice to hear that Nino cherished their friendship, even though there had never been a doubt that he did.
“I just want to get rid of everything bad in my life, but it’s a step by step thing.” Nino smiled.
“You’ll make it,” Aiba said.
A/N: So this is the first part of the Aimiya weekend ;) No one of you got the right answer :P What do you think about the Aimiya relationship? And about Nino's past?
I know this chapter was only about Aimiya and their story, but I wanted to work out their past, in the next chapters will be more of Sakuraiba // Juntoshi and Nino again I promise :)
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Waa seriously everyone has a dark past ne~ I wonder if Aiba has/had a shadow following/haunting him too... hmmm
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Thanks sooo much for reading and commenting <3
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Thanks soooo much for reading and commenting dear <3
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Nino's past is really sad. The fact that someone locked him up and that when he died he kept following him as a shadow is creepy. Also I think that this shadow put Nino seriously in danger for making Aiba speak with it. And Nino made the shadow disappear because he accepted his past and he could go on.
I think Nino it's an example that Sho and Ohno should follow because he is the proof that every wound with time can be healed, even thought some times it still hurts.
Liked this chapter and can't wait to read the next ^^
Bye <33
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Yes, you are right, Sho and Ohno should follow Nino's example. <3
Thanks soooo much for reading and commenting dear <3
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Thanks for sharing! :)
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Thanks soooo much for reading and commenting, dear <3
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Dohh my guess about Nino's shadow was teally off but that was such a bad person. It's understandable that Nino felt satisfied when he died. But Aiba breaking protocol to help, that was so sweet.
(I know Aimiya is not the main pairing here but still... Haha I love it). Thank you!
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Nino had a real dark past, but with Aiba's help everything will be alright again <3
Thanks for reading and commenting dear <3 <3 <3 <3 (Yeah, Aimiya is always nice <3)
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But it's okay, I see some Juntoshi there in this chapter- hence the quote "Jun has a strong will to help Ohno. That's amazing! Jun is the reason why Ohno is alive"
That made me smile. I think Jun and Ohno really cared for each other 💙💜💙💜
Anyway I love the bed scene, and I hope Aiba strokes Sho's cock soon XD
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Juntoshi will have some more spot soon again <3
And they of course care for each other.
*lol* Aiba will...sooner or later
Thanks for reading and commenting dear <3 <3
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And Aiba came to begged Nino to fight and begged his shadow to let Nino go.
There were more to it, I'm sure. And I'm in for another adventure!
Thank you for this!
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There'll come a lot of more adventures :D
Thanks sooooo much for reading and commenting dear <3
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Yatta~ Aimiya weekend. And I never know you'll come with "that" scene on bed and also past of Nino. That's sounds so dark just like the others have. Thank god he have Aiba nee. *I really want one of best friend like Aiba*
I hope Aiba can face it all.
Oh... I'll waiting for next chapters too~
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Thanks soooo much again <3
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Thank for giving us a little more insight into the past in this chapter.
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Thanks sooo much for reading and commenting dear <3 <3<3
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Okay, with Nino being in such a mess from the past, now I am worried if he can really offers a strong support for Aiba. I mean, if he hasn't gotten over his past and learned to live with it in peace yet, how could he be the strength for someone like Aiba who has to cope with two people with a very problematic pasts already. >_<
I will wait patiently to see how this is going. Thank you so much for writing and sharing this with us 💕
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THanks sooooo much for reading and commenting dear <3 <3 <3 <3
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OMG what a revelation about Nino's past! It sounds like he went through horrible things and that the reason the shadow stuck with him is different than with the Sho and maybe also Ohno. It was heart-clenching to read how he had a breakdown, but I seriously adore Aiba for staying so strong and for leading Nino through this situation again.
Thanks so much for this update! Can't wait for the next!
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Nino's past is really dark, but with the help of his friends he'll manage everything. <3
Thanks for reading dear <3