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sky_no_yuki2017-09-22 11:23 am
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Up where we belong 14/18 (JunBa, Sakumiya)
Title: Up where we belong
Pairing: For the beginning Arashi friendhip, later on: JunBa, Sakumiya, Ohno/??
Rating: up to R
Warning: None
Summary: To grow up in an orphanage can be really depressing. You miss your family, or you wonder about your family. Why are you here? Where is your mother? Your father? Everything starts getting easier when you have friends who are your family - like in Masaki's, Sho's, Kazu's and Satoshi's case. And when a baby arrives in the orphanage, Masaki has big-brother-like feelings from the very first beginning.
Sho walked home after work. He had been really confused today, and everything because of Kazu’s strange boyfriend and this strange meeting at the coffee shop. Sho loosened the tie around his neck when he walked home the last few meters to the apartment.
Something in Sho clenched terribly, but he didn’t know why. Ryo didn’t seem to be a bad guy, but Sho didn’t like him. He sighed. Maybe he was already getting strange, and not the others. Maybe he should get himself a partner and everything would become better again.
Sho slipped into the apartment and was thankful when he saw that Satoshi’s shoes weren’t here at all. So he’d have a little time for his own till Satoshi would be back at home. He placed a glass of wine on the dining table and took himself some sushi he had bought right before. Sho leaned back against his chair, looking up at the ceiling. He was so confused since days and he didn’t know what it was. He had an offer to go on a date with a friend of a friend, but Sho wasn’t interested at all. He just wondered why he was so nervous and stressed when it came to Kazu’s date. This Ryo-guy didn’t seem to be a bad guy, so why did he have the feeling that he needed to protect Kazu from him.
Sho took a sip of his wine. He didn’t want to go to the sea, but he even didn’t want to stay at home. Or maybe he’d come along and take a bunch of work with him? He could sit in a beach bar and work on his thesis. Yes, maybe he’d do this.
~~~
“No, no, you have to take this one and add it here,” Masaki explained. Jun looked at him with his big eyes. Masaki was sure that the other had no idea what he was talking about.
“I think I am really not made for mathematic,” Jun sighed. He placed the pencil on the table and leaned back. Masaki looked at him. Jun’s child-like face slowly turned into a teenage one, and he was sure that Jun would break a lot hearts soon.
“Why are you staring at me?” Jun asked.
“Nah, I just thought that you are slowly growing up. Time goes by so fast.” Masaki thought about the times he had to take care that Jun didn’t run away with his small feet, giggling like madly. And now?
Jun chuckled. He poked Masaki’s nose. “You sound like a grandpa.”
“Hey,” Masaki snorted. “I am not that old.”
Jun grinned at him. “I didn’t say that, but you sound like this.”
“You should concentrate on your exams, Jun,” Masaki grumbled. He crossed his arms and glanced at the other.
Jun shrugged and took the pencil again to solve the next mathematical formula. Masaki looked at his notes, but stayed silent. Jun should do this on his own. He had never been a mathematic genius himself, but in Jun’s current school grade, Masaki was still able to help Jun. He didn’t want to imagine what would be when he’d be in the upper classes, because Masaki often wondered how he had managed to graduate from school.
“Masaki?” Jun said when he scored under the result.
“Hm?” Masaki said, still a little absent-minded.
“I wanted to ask something.” Jun blushed a little. He bit his lips nervously, like he had always done when he did something bad.
Masaki felt a little nervousness in his belly. “What have you done?”
Jun pouted. “Why do you think that I’ve done something?”
Now Masaki had to laugh. “Because you always blush and get this strange tone in your voice when you do something bad.”
Jun scratched his head. “No, I haven’t done something. I wanted to ask you something.”
“Okay.” Masaki pulled one eyebrow up. Now he really got curious about what the other wanted from him.
Jun sighed. “I want to ask the nuns if it’s okay for me to make a course outside school.”
“Which kind of course?” Masaki wanted to know. He somehow had the feeling that they didn’t talk about a special math lesson.
Jun’s cheeks were flushed and his eyes had this strange glance. Masaki was sure that no matter what Jun would tell him now, it would be something he really wanted to do. Jun got hardly that nervous and chipper about something, so this request must come from the bottom of his heart. “I want to participate in a dance class. There is a dance school which is specialized in modern ballet.”
“That’s a great idea, why do you think that they won’t allow it?” Masaki said. This request was pretty normal, and he didn’t know why Jun was so nervous about it.
“Really?” Jun stunned.
“Sure, why shall I think that this is strange?” Masaki asked.
Jun smiled a bit. His cheeks got less red and he seemed to relax. “You know, some people I told about this plan, laughed at me, because they said that this is something for girls, but not for boys.” He stopped for a moment. “But I really want to make this.”
“Please don’t listen to them.” Masaki tousled through Jun’s hair. “If you want to do this, do it.”
Jun’s legs shifted and he tapped with his pen on the paper. “I can’t do this without help.”
Masaki blinked. There was something else in Jun’s behaviour. “Why?”
Jun turned to Masaki. He sighed. “I didn’t want to ask, but I decided to give it a try.” He shifted again. “This lessons cost money, but I don’t get money and the nuns said they can’t afford it. So I wanted to ask for help.” Jun raised his hands. “I’ll do everything to pay you back. I can clean your room and I don’t know, cook for you. Or I can make the household, everything.” Jun was so nervous, his words cracked.
Masaki laughed. He raised his hands to stop the other from talking. Masaki didn’t have enough money to pay the lessons for Jun, but he knew that they all together were able to afford it. “I need to talk with the others, but I am sure we’ll find a way. Let’s talk about it when we are at the sea on weekend, okay?”
Jun jumped up and hugged Masaki. He bounced up and down, which was rather rare for a twelve year old pubertal boy. “That’s so great.”
~~~
Sho sat in the car between Satoshi and Masaki, while Jun sat behind them and Kazu next to Ryo who drove the car. Sho had his arms crossed, and his bag pressed against his chest. The space was small and Masaki’s head landed on Sho’s shoulder at some point, which made Kazu giggle on the front seat. “It’s always the same. Masaki falls asleep as soon as he sits in a car.”
“At least he is not driving the car,” Jun chuckled from behind. “How long will it take till we get there?” Jun asked.
“About half an hour,” Ryo said while he looked through the driving mirror. He smiled brightly, and Sho didn’t like it. Again there was this strange feeling in him, but maybe he felt sick because he didn’t like driving much.
“I think I’ll rent a boat and go fishing a little.” Satoshi nodded at his own words.
“Oh, can we eat them in the evening?” Ryo asked. “I know a place there were we are allowed to make a bonfire. Wouldn’t that be nice?”
Kazu nodded happily. “That’s a great idea, in fact Satoshi is able to get us some fish.”
“Hey,” Satoshi said. “Little brother, don’t be bratty. You know I am a great fisherman.” Satoshi said while he smiled brightly.
Sho could feel Masaki shifting next to him. “You are a bad fisherman, Satoshi.”
Satoshi leaned forward to look at his brother. “You twins are the worst, you know that, right?” He touched his chest. “You break my heart with saying that, you know,” he said theatrically.
“Don’t worry, it’s always like this between us,” Kazu said, his hand grasped for Ryo’s which was on the gear change. “We actually like each other, at least most of the time.”
Ryo looked at Kazu for a few seconds till he concentrated on the street again. “Don’t worry, I know this from my brothers. We act same.”
“You have brothers?” Masaki asked.
Ryo nodded. “Two older brothers and a younger one in Jun’s age.”
“You should have brought them along. I am sure that would have been a lot of fun.” Masaki smiled, and Sho admired him for his sunny attitude. Was there any time Masaki was bothered by something? He could cry easily, but Masaki was never deeply depressed or really sad about something – except that one day this cute little stray cat got hit by a car, and the nuns weren’t able to help her, but it was the only time Sho had seen Masaki really depressed.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea, we are pretty strange,” Ryo explained. For one moment it was silent in the car till all of them started laughing.
“And you think we are normal?” Jun snorted with laughter.
“We are probably the strangest bunch of guys ever.” Sho looked from one to the other. “But that’s alright,” he added. His eyes stopped at Kazu. His belly twitched painfully. Suddenly a cold shiver ran down Sho’s spine. No, that couldn’t be…
A/N: Sorry for the extreme long break for this multi, but I was really busy and when I had some free time I was super lazy *lol* I hope you like this chapter <3 So Jun wants some extra lessons? And Sho? What's with him ;)
Pairing: For the beginning Arashi friendhip, later on: JunBa, Sakumiya, Ohno/??
Rating: up to R
Warning: None
Summary: To grow up in an orphanage can be really depressing. You miss your family, or you wonder about your family. Why are you here? Where is your mother? Your father? Everything starts getting easier when you have friends who are your family - like in Masaki's, Sho's, Kazu's and Satoshi's case. And when a baby arrives in the orphanage, Masaki has big-brother-like feelings from the very first beginning.
Sho walked home after work. He had been really confused today, and everything because of Kazu’s strange boyfriend and this strange meeting at the coffee shop. Sho loosened the tie around his neck when he walked home the last few meters to the apartment.
Something in Sho clenched terribly, but he didn’t know why. Ryo didn’t seem to be a bad guy, but Sho didn’t like him. He sighed. Maybe he was already getting strange, and not the others. Maybe he should get himself a partner and everything would become better again.
Sho slipped into the apartment and was thankful when he saw that Satoshi’s shoes weren’t here at all. So he’d have a little time for his own till Satoshi would be back at home. He placed a glass of wine on the dining table and took himself some sushi he had bought right before. Sho leaned back against his chair, looking up at the ceiling. He was so confused since days and he didn’t know what it was. He had an offer to go on a date with a friend of a friend, but Sho wasn’t interested at all. He just wondered why he was so nervous and stressed when it came to Kazu’s date. This Ryo-guy didn’t seem to be a bad guy, so why did he have the feeling that he needed to protect Kazu from him.
Sho took a sip of his wine. He didn’t want to go to the sea, but he even didn’t want to stay at home. Or maybe he’d come along and take a bunch of work with him? He could sit in a beach bar and work on his thesis. Yes, maybe he’d do this.
~~~
“No, no, you have to take this one and add it here,” Masaki explained. Jun looked at him with his big eyes. Masaki was sure that the other had no idea what he was talking about.
“I think I am really not made for mathematic,” Jun sighed. He placed the pencil on the table and leaned back. Masaki looked at him. Jun’s child-like face slowly turned into a teenage one, and he was sure that Jun would break a lot hearts soon.
“Why are you staring at me?” Jun asked.
“Nah, I just thought that you are slowly growing up. Time goes by so fast.” Masaki thought about the times he had to take care that Jun didn’t run away with his small feet, giggling like madly. And now?
Jun chuckled. He poked Masaki’s nose. “You sound like a grandpa.”
“Hey,” Masaki snorted. “I am not that old.”
Jun grinned at him. “I didn’t say that, but you sound like this.”
“You should concentrate on your exams, Jun,” Masaki grumbled. He crossed his arms and glanced at the other.
Jun shrugged and took the pencil again to solve the next mathematical formula. Masaki looked at his notes, but stayed silent. Jun should do this on his own. He had never been a mathematic genius himself, but in Jun’s current school grade, Masaki was still able to help Jun. He didn’t want to imagine what would be when he’d be in the upper classes, because Masaki often wondered how he had managed to graduate from school.
“Masaki?” Jun said when he scored under the result.
“Hm?” Masaki said, still a little absent-minded.
“I wanted to ask something.” Jun blushed a little. He bit his lips nervously, like he had always done when he did something bad.
Masaki felt a little nervousness in his belly. “What have you done?”
Jun pouted. “Why do you think that I’ve done something?”
Now Masaki had to laugh. “Because you always blush and get this strange tone in your voice when you do something bad.”
Jun scratched his head. “No, I haven’t done something. I wanted to ask you something.”
“Okay.” Masaki pulled one eyebrow up. Now he really got curious about what the other wanted from him.
Jun sighed. “I want to ask the nuns if it’s okay for me to make a course outside school.”
“Which kind of course?” Masaki wanted to know. He somehow had the feeling that they didn’t talk about a special math lesson.
Jun’s cheeks were flushed and his eyes had this strange glance. Masaki was sure that no matter what Jun would tell him now, it would be something he really wanted to do. Jun got hardly that nervous and chipper about something, so this request must come from the bottom of his heart. “I want to participate in a dance class. There is a dance school which is specialized in modern ballet.”
“That’s a great idea, why do you think that they won’t allow it?” Masaki said. This request was pretty normal, and he didn’t know why Jun was so nervous about it.
“Really?” Jun stunned.
“Sure, why shall I think that this is strange?” Masaki asked.
Jun smiled a bit. His cheeks got less red and he seemed to relax. “You know, some people I told about this plan, laughed at me, because they said that this is something for girls, but not for boys.” He stopped for a moment. “But I really want to make this.”
“Please don’t listen to them.” Masaki tousled through Jun’s hair. “If you want to do this, do it.”
Jun’s legs shifted and he tapped with his pen on the paper. “I can’t do this without help.”
Masaki blinked. There was something else in Jun’s behaviour. “Why?”
Jun turned to Masaki. He sighed. “I didn’t want to ask, but I decided to give it a try.” He shifted again. “This lessons cost money, but I don’t get money and the nuns said they can’t afford it. So I wanted to ask for help.” Jun raised his hands. “I’ll do everything to pay you back. I can clean your room and I don’t know, cook for you. Or I can make the household, everything.” Jun was so nervous, his words cracked.
Masaki laughed. He raised his hands to stop the other from talking. Masaki didn’t have enough money to pay the lessons for Jun, but he knew that they all together were able to afford it. “I need to talk with the others, but I am sure we’ll find a way. Let’s talk about it when we are at the sea on weekend, okay?”
Jun jumped up and hugged Masaki. He bounced up and down, which was rather rare for a twelve year old pubertal boy. “That’s so great.”
~~~
Sho sat in the car between Satoshi and Masaki, while Jun sat behind them and Kazu next to Ryo who drove the car. Sho had his arms crossed, and his bag pressed against his chest. The space was small and Masaki’s head landed on Sho’s shoulder at some point, which made Kazu giggle on the front seat. “It’s always the same. Masaki falls asleep as soon as he sits in a car.”
“At least he is not driving the car,” Jun chuckled from behind. “How long will it take till we get there?” Jun asked.
“About half an hour,” Ryo said while he looked through the driving mirror. He smiled brightly, and Sho didn’t like it. Again there was this strange feeling in him, but maybe he felt sick because he didn’t like driving much.
“I think I’ll rent a boat and go fishing a little.” Satoshi nodded at his own words.
“Oh, can we eat them in the evening?” Ryo asked. “I know a place there were we are allowed to make a bonfire. Wouldn’t that be nice?”
Kazu nodded happily. “That’s a great idea, in fact Satoshi is able to get us some fish.”
“Hey,” Satoshi said. “Little brother, don’t be bratty. You know I am a great fisherman.” Satoshi said while he smiled brightly.
Sho could feel Masaki shifting next to him. “You are a bad fisherman, Satoshi.”
Satoshi leaned forward to look at his brother. “You twins are the worst, you know that, right?” He touched his chest. “You break my heart with saying that, you know,” he said theatrically.
“Don’t worry, it’s always like this between us,” Kazu said, his hand grasped for Ryo’s which was on the gear change. “We actually like each other, at least most of the time.”
Ryo looked at Kazu for a few seconds till he concentrated on the street again. “Don’t worry, I know this from my brothers. We act same.”
“You have brothers?” Masaki asked.
Ryo nodded. “Two older brothers and a younger one in Jun’s age.”
“You should have brought them along. I am sure that would have been a lot of fun.” Masaki smiled, and Sho admired him for his sunny attitude. Was there any time Masaki was bothered by something? He could cry easily, but Masaki was never deeply depressed or really sad about something – except that one day this cute little stray cat got hit by a car, and the nuns weren’t able to help her, but it was the only time Sho had seen Masaki really depressed.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea, we are pretty strange,” Ryo explained. For one moment it was silent in the car till all of them started laughing.
“And you think we are normal?” Jun snorted with laughter.
“We are probably the strangest bunch of guys ever.” Sho looked from one to the other. “But that’s alright,” he added. His eyes stopped at Kazu. His belly twitched painfully. Suddenly a cold shiver ran down Sho’s spine. No, that couldn’t be…
A/N: Sorry for the extreme long break for this multi, but I was really busy and when I had some free time I was super lazy *lol* I hope you like this chapter <3 So Jun wants some extra lessons? And Sho? What's with him ;)
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Come back soon with the next chapter~~~~
Much love <3
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Yeah, what did Sho realize? ^^
Thanks again *hugs*
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Our baby Jun is growing up, but still utterly adorable. It is brave of him to want to learn something new that some people might not approve of.
I'm glad this story is back 💜
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He really is, Jun is always adorable ^^
Thanks for reading and commenting dear *hugs*
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Sho when wil you realize your feeling???
P.S: if you want to add ryo's brother, please make yoko as one of them
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Sho could face his feelings that's true ^^
Sorry, there are no more brothers to come ^^
Thanks for reading and commenting dear *hugs*
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Thanks for reading and commenting dear *hugs*
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I love how Masaki thought Jun did something when he asked him for advice. Cute. <3
A dance class is perfect for Jun!! Maybe he will be a dancer later on <3
Thanks so much for this update!!
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He wants to be a dancer, but let's see where he ends :D
Thanks for reading and commenting dear *hugs*
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he really is a slow one. XDD
but jun.
god he is SO cute! *squeals*
i really hope he can do that ballet stuff!
and than aiba needs to watch him and needs to fall madly in love with him XDDD
anyways.
i am really looking forward for the next one. ^^
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Jun is always cute <3 He is the perfect dancer <3 And really, Aiba needs to see his love, but Jun is really a little bit young, at least now ^^
Thanks for reading and commenting dear *hugs*